- miи -の【未╬来】

watching ur blog....
c-ing ur old FB...
sumtimes it hurt me...
feel like u lie-ing me...
u make me hopeless sumtimes...
sumtimes i truely dun0 hu u r talking about?
hu u r speaking to...
u say dat...
i trust it...
cz i dunave choosen to say n0 to myself~
maybe its u lie..maybe its true os0~
i can't ask u...
cz i dun0 hw i wan to ask...
it make me feel unsave nw...
it make me confuse...
it make me scary os0...
sumtimes i was hoping let myself m0re busy to 4get every thg...
bt y i can't doo it?
m0re busy m0re missing...
if dis is make u feel sorry or wat?
sorry...
i jz can tell u...
i'm a easy sensitive gurl...
i os0 dun0 y...
if u feel its hard to u...
den jz tell me....
sorry...

finally he has tell me all thruth...
i'm happy he din lie me dy~
bt still gt bit sad...
sincerly dat is my fault i os0 dun0...
i make him misunderstand...
maybe say sorry dat nt him...
is me wanna to tell him sorry...
nw my heart feel m0re better...
cz he pr0miz me he dwn to lie me again...
n0 m0re "ntg" n n0 m0re "dwn"...
my tear din waste to drop...cz he din make me hopeless...
n he os0 dwn me to tell him if i'm sad or wat...
thx dear~
u din make me hopeless..
bt dun 4get our pr0miz...
wun brk the pr0miz 4ever~
n gt sumthg i jz knw from laz nite...
u dun like me out wit boy d..= =
n say if i out wit boy u g0 kiz othr gurl...
u arh~s0 pr0 to make me lik dat orh?
if chnge me say like dat owaz jz n0n feeling to u d...unfair to me larh~T___T
dun0 wan hw to make u like dat...
i wan 5 sum idea~=D

laz nite u hav tell me the truth...
i'm nt s0 sad...
i jz dun0 wan hw to say sumthg to u...
nw hav many pr0blem make us m0re cold dy...
i dwn lik dat...
if cn...
i dwn chnge...
i wan be4 dat d feeling...
dat time it jz make me m0re happy...
u lie me...
i knw...u dwn to tell me...cz u dwn me sad or wat...
bt if u lie me jz make me m0re sad...
laz nite i hav crying in dream...
dat feeling is very sad in whole of my live...
u dwn to tell me dat my sad was m0re dy...
my fren owaz ask me::u dun sked ur bf outside still gt 0ne?
bt i jz ans dun0...watever...
i dun0 wat u thnk...u dwn to tell me all...
u owaz say u love me...bt u din trust me at all wat?
my fren owaz tell me dat i'm pity...
bt i knw i'm nt!cz i jz trust u...
dats all i jz can say ny...
hope u can c dis post...
I LOVE U...N WUN U LET U G0...CZ OF LOVE!

be4 dat i hav webcam wit him 2 times~
s0 funny...
i jz sddnly saw him gt webcam den i wan ply
bt he dwn~
cz he say he nt yt bath n wat bla bla bla larh~=3=
i jz non stop say wan...
finally he os0 ply wit me~
bt he os0 lose his DOTA~xDD
i have take sum funny photo at the webcam~
bt n0n feeling to him os0 d~=3=
he face nt bad larh~
bt he non stop to making his hair~
zZz~
if can better use water pour to his hair~xDD
whn webcam wit him i feel inferior...
cz i'm ugly~T___T
bt os0 cnt change larh~
hu call me ugly~
haizZ~
n i os0 dun like to make up os0~
10yrs din make up a time arh~= =
k larh~
here i hav share sum photo to every 0ne~^^v

2day is me n him 3 month anniversary~
ordy 3 month...
i thnk jz a while ny...
dis relation can say it longest 4 me...
bt it nt longest 4 him~
he is nw all of mine...
my puppy hav giv ppl...
nw jz gt him i cnt lost~
i love him more than i thnk...
bt hw bout him?
i truely dun0~
bt i trust him...
bt os0 nt at all larh~xDD
cz ppl owaz say trust more hurt more~
from nw on...
i wun force myself to do sumthg i'm sked n anymore...
cz i wan chnge...
at last i wan to say
-----DeaR , I ♥LOVE♥ U-----
hw bout u?
n congratulations us 3 month anniversary~

今天陪了我两年的宝贝狗...
离开我家了...
它被带去johor...
我哥说它是被带去配种...
但是还是伤心...
在我寂寞的时候陪伴着我...
在我伤心想要人陪的时候在我身边...
我失去了一个宝贝...
不想再失去别的...
下次我会拿你的种回来的！

你曾说过你会爱我永远...
你曾说过你不会对我压卷...
你也曾说过不会介意我的一切用尽心来爱我...
虽然这些都是你对我一时的承诺...
我相信你...
因为我爱你...
但是你对我的承诺减少了...
你只能付出一半的心...
一半的语言...
我的存在感觉上对你来说根本不是什么...
甜言蜜语不能形容...
因为我只想要你知道我的心...
也让我知道你的心好吗？
不要再伤害我并且了解下我好吗？
我需要你的安慰...
不要离开我当我的守护神...
你让我爱上你...
但请不要让我为了你受伤...
不想失去你...那你会不想失去我么？
我只能告诉你...
.............:::♥我爱你♥:::................