- miи -の【未╬来】

2day when i 0n my fb i see "he" say maybe he will getting bec to new jersey...
becz of his mum...
he dwn to bec n argue wit her mum...
i dn hope dat he will bec...
at thee time i cry...
i'm thnking of...if he bec den hw bout me?
if he bec den i cnt sms him...
if he bec i mz getting s0 hurt...
den i jz cn hope dat he mum won giv him bec...
n...2day all my family os0 their own diner...
jz leave me alone...
4pm i g0 dance...
when 6pm like dat we hav fnsh the dance...
we g0 psr mlm buy thg to eat...
cz we still gt continue dance aftr eat...
when it 9pm dy we hav fnsh...
den we go "tea time" yam cha...
at be4 dance n yam cha wit my fren dat time i still feeling s0 happy...
bt dat is last of my happy time...
when my mum fetch me hum my mum say she wanna taking back dat stupid drop fur dog!
at the time i feel unhappy...
cz at be4 dat my dat stupid dog still at my hum i hav giv my family scold many time!
i hate it!
den my br0 n her wife knw dy my br0 n my mum was fight at my room outside...
i jz feel it scary...den i hide inside my room...
aftr dat they return to their own room....
i thnk it maybe ntg dy...
den my mum getting out dy...
bt my br0 suddenly cum my room n ask me...
my mum say she wanna pindah from dis house...
den who i wan to follow?
i jz say dun0...i truely dun0 hw to choose it!
my happy family was break easily like dat!!!
y?!becz jz of 0ne stupid dog like dat?!
i dwn my life will becum like dat!
i dwn hav a broken memory of my family!!!
pls~dn let me be alone...
pls~dn take away all my memory...
pls~i wanna my happy life...
pls~giv bec me~

i knw dis maybe is my wrong i jz i childfish...
bt u knw u cut ur hand it will hurt u...
n os0 hurt me...
when c ur pic u cut urself my heart was broken...
i jz hope sumtimes u cn hear wat i say...
bt when i say u ordy do wat u wan to do...
i jz care bout u...
do u knw???
cn u pls thnking bout urself sumtimes?
when i jz c ur blog i hav getting to cry...
cz of u...
i sumtimes os0 wan to do wat i wan to do it...
like drinking alcohol...
i knw u dn like it bt jz 0ne times ny...
u cut ur hand nt jz 0ne time ordy do u knw?!
cn u pls sumtimes hearing to me?!
i truely care bout u...
do u knw???
i'm waiting to ur massage...
do u knw???
i dn hope u will say sorry to me...
i jz hope u cn knw wat i feeling to it...
pls~
be the 1st...
be the 1st to knw wat i'm thnking to it...
cz I LOVE U!!!

昨天...
我换了个新发型...
就是从长发直接剪去短发...
虽然会怕不适合...
但是我还是剪了...
还好不会难看...
也受到好评...
最重要的是他没嫌弃...
虽然他说些不好听但是他还是口不对心...
因为喜欢他...
我可能不会放弃他哦...
还会为了她而努力呢...
因为喜欢...
我喜欢你哦...^^