- miи -の【未╬来】

感觉上好像好久没写东西了...
偶尔想写可是很懒惰...
天天都想来报告今天所发生的事...
但是不知要如何开口...
要不然就是做东西到忘了...=3=
我今天突然会写并不是只写将少东西而已...
我想说我从今天起要卖lens了...
虽然不怎么了得...
只是帮帮朋友找之类的...
都只是要赚点钱来用...
不然每天向妈妈拿钱又被骂...>3<
出去做工又没人载...
只有买东西咯~~~
还有啊...
最近感觉和"他"感情变淡了...
信息也少了...
但是偶尔也有些甜言蜜语...
不然...唉~~~
有种感觉告诉我...
我们会很快分手~
但是我也知道会...
只是不懂几时...
唉...郁闷~~

2day is all skul re-open~
dat is my new hair style to g0 in my skul 4 the re-open~
jz from long hair change to short...
when i jz reach outside...
i c my fren chai kar mun...
my gud fren in skul~bt ouside os0 larh~
i chase up to her n g0 in 2gether~
when we c both of us...
she jz making my hair...==
n say my hair s0 cool...
i g0 in c dou "CJJ"...
he shout at me n say nice~
den i say thx~xDD
i g0 in the canteen...
i saw all my fren~
thy all excited cz i hav ct my hair...
thy all jz cubit my face n making my hair...==
i hav set my hair thy still like dat making my hair...
iiiiiissssshhhhhhhh~~~~
at waktu Sejarah...
teacher suddenly call my name...den i ask wat happen?
he u se her hand point to me n saying my hair cz i hav cut it...
aftr rest i wanna g0 in my class...
i c my fren os0...
dat Heng Hui Ping~
he c my hair n call me g0 thr...
'den i walk to thr he say "eii...u hav cut ur hair o~"
i ans "ya larh~u jz c ny~"
den he say "s0 lenqq nui dy u"
i jz feel shy n ans "whr gt~"
den i leave dy...
at the time i gt feel bit bit happy~
cz dat he 1st time say me lenqq...n be4 s0 long dat he is my lover bt ne n0 dy lurR~
bt i thnk it jz kidding ==
den till aftr skull...
when i'm waiting to my mum cuming...
i feel s0 bored...
den i walk to my fren thr...
gt a boy be4 dat s0 like to fight mouth wit me...
i jz cing him den he s0 s0 s0 excited n say "eii?!y u at here d?"
i ans "i hav long time at here larh...i jz cut short my hair u dn cam me dy..."
he say "ya larh...i truely dun cam u..."
walao~
i jz change it to short hair ny os0 gt ppl dun cam me~?!
OMG~~~~~~~~
den he say "cz u cut dy hair lenqq nui dy...nt like be4 dat..."
i jz speechles dy~
=="
den my car reach dy i walk fat fat to my car thr~
dat all my short hair 1st day at skul...==

2day when i 0n my fb i see "he" say maybe he will getting bec to new jersey...
becz of his mum...
he dwn to bec n argue wit her mum...
i dn hope dat he will bec...
at thee time i cry...
i'm thnking of...if he bec den hw bout me?
if he bec den i cnt sms him...
if he bec i mz getting s0 hurt...
den i jz cn hope dat he mum won giv him bec...
n...2day all my family os0 their own diner...
jz leave me alone...
4pm i g0 dance...
when 6pm like dat we hav fnsh the dance...
we g0 psr mlm buy thg to eat...
cz we still gt continue dance aftr eat...
when it 9pm dy we hav fnsh...
den we go "tea time" yam cha...
at be4 dance n yam cha wit my fren dat time i still feeling s0 happy...
bt dat is last of my happy time...
when my mum fetch me hum my mum say she wanna taking back dat stupid drop fur dog!
at the time i feel unhappy...
cz at be4 dat my dat stupid dog still at my hum i hav giv my family scold many time!
i hate it!
den my br0 n her wife knw dy my br0 n my mum was fight at my room outside...
i jz feel it scary...den i hide inside my room...
aftr dat they return to their own room....
i thnk it maybe ntg dy...
den my mum getting out dy...
bt my br0 suddenly cum my room n ask me...
my mum say she wanna pindah from dis house...
den who i wan to follow?
i jz say dun0...i truely dun0 hw to choose it!
my happy family was break easily like dat!!!
y?!becz jz of 0ne stupid dog like dat?!
i dwn my life will becum like dat!
i dwn hav a broken memory of my family!!!
pls~dn let me be alone...
pls~dn take away all my memory...
pls~i wanna my happy life...
pls~giv bec me~

i knw dis maybe is my wrong i jz i childfish...
bt u knw u cut ur hand it will hurt u...
n os0 hurt me...
when c ur pic u cut urself my heart was broken...
i jz hope sumtimes u cn hear wat i say...
bt when i say u ordy do wat u wan to do...
i jz care bout u...
do u knw???
cn u pls thnking bout urself sumtimes?
when i jz c ur blog i hav getting to cry...
cz of u...
i sumtimes os0 wan to do wat i wan to do it...
like drinking alcohol...
i knw u dn like it bt jz 0ne times ny...
u cut ur hand nt jz 0ne time ordy do u knw?!
cn u pls sumtimes hearing to me?!
i truely care bout u...
do u knw???
i'm waiting to ur massage...
do u knw???
i dn hope u will say sorry to me...
i jz hope u cn knw wat i feeling to it...
pls~
be the 1st...
be the 1st to knw wat i'm thnking to it...
cz I LOVE U!!!

昨天...
我换了个新发型...
就是从长发直接剪去短发...
虽然会怕不适合...
但是我还是剪了...
还好不会难看...
也受到好评...
最重要的是他没嫌弃...
虽然他说些不好听但是他还是口不对心...
因为喜欢他...
我可能不会放弃他哦...
还会为了她而努力呢...
因为喜欢...
我喜欢你哦...^^

下雨了...
突然好想你...
想着你的拥抱...
想着从你身上给我的温暖...
想着你的微笑...
让我的心甜了一下...
想着你那温柔的脸...
让我安心...
听着你说的笑话...
让我开心微笑...
因为喜欢你...
想念你...
所以想要时时刻刻都拥有你...
填补心中的不安...
让我沉醉在幸福...
拥有着你我的回忆...
我爱你...^^

我们...
在一起快满一星期了吧？
虽然一星期对别人来说很短...
但是在这一星期我们拥有了共同回忆...
起初我队只有玩玩的心态...
但是...
慢慢的...
我的心被她占有了...
是他感动了我吗？？？
感觉上真的不能没有他...
因为爱他...
虽然他每次说的东西我都装傻不懂...
是因为我不想让太多人知道...
是因为我的占有欲吧？？？
"i won let u down...cz i ♥ u..."
这句话虽然不知道你是不是对我说...
但是...
我也会对你说...
"i ♥ u...dn change ur mind to ♥ me~"
很多次我们都有不开心的回忆...
但是我们都原谅彼此...
因为喜欢...
我们还会继续下去的爱...
虽然我懂...
爱情没有永远...
只要我们现在还拥有那就好了...
believe me...