- miи -の【未╬来】

2day when i 0n my fb i see "he" say maybe he will getting bec to new jersey...
becz of his mum...
he dwn to bec n argue wit her mum...
i dn hope dat he will bec...
at thee time i cry...
i'm thnking of...if he bec den hw bout me?
if he bec den i cnt sms him...
if he bec i mz getting s0 hurt...
den i jz cn hope dat he mum won giv him bec...
n...2day all my family os0 their own diner...
jz leave me alone...
4pm i g0 dance...
when 6pm like dat we hav fnsh the dance...
we g0 psr mlm buy thg to eat...
cz we still gt continue dance aftr eat...
when it 9pm dy we hav fnsh...
den we go "tea time" yam cha...
at be4 dance n yam cha wit my fren dat time i still feeling s0 happy...
bt dat is last of my happy time...
when my mum fetch me hum my mum say she wanna taking back dat stupid drop fur dog!
at the time i feel unhappy...
cz at be4 dat my dat stupid dog still at my hum i hav giv my family scold many time!
i hate it!
den my br0 n her wife knw dy my br0 n my mum was fight at my room outside...
i jz feel it scary...den i hide inside my room...
aftr dat they return to their own room....
i thnk it maybe ntg dy...
den my mum getting out dy...
bt my br0 suddenly cum my room n ask me...
my mum say she wanna pindah from dis house...
den who i wan to follow?
i jz say dun0...i truely dun0 hw to choose it!
my happy family was break easily like dat!!!
y?!becz jz of 0ne stupid dog like dat?!
i dwn my life will becum like dat!
i dwn hav a broken memory of my family!!!
pls~dn let me be alone...
pls~dn take away all my memory...
pls~i wanna my happy life...
pls~giv bec me~

i knw dis maybe is my wrong i jz i childfish...
bt u knw u cut ur hand it will hurt u...
n os0 hurt me...
when c ur pic u cut urself my heart was broken...
i jz hope sumtimes u cn hear wat i say...
bt when i say u ordy do wat u wan to do...
i jz care bout u...
do u knw???
cn u pls thnking bout urself sumtimes?
when i jz c ur blog i hav getting to cry...
cz of u...
i sumtimes os0 wan to do wat i wan to do it...
like drinking alcohol...
i knw u dn like it bt jz 0ne times ny...
u cut ur hand nt jz 0ne time ordy do u knw?!
cn u pls sumtimes hearing to me?!
i truely care bout u...
do u knw???
i'm waiting to ur massage...
do u knw???
i dn hope u will say sorry to me...
i jz hope u cn knw wat i feeling to it...
pls~
be the 1st...
be the 1st to knw wat i'm thnking to it...
cz I LOVE U!!!

昨天...
我换了个新发型...
就是从长发直接剪去短发...
虽然会怕不适合...
但是我还是剪了...
还好不会难看...
也受到好评...
最重要的是他没嫌弃...
虽然他说些不好听但是他还是口不对心...
因为喜欢他...
我可能不会放弃他哦...
还会为了她而努力呢...
因为喜欢...
我喜欢你哦...^^

下雨了...
突然好想你...
想着你的拥抱...
想着从你身上给我的温暖...
想着你的微笑...
让我的心甜了一下...
想着你那温柔的脸...
让我安心...
听着你说的笑话...
让我开心微笑...
因为喜欢你...
想念你...
所以想要时时刻刻都拥有你...
填补心中的不安...
让我沉醉在幸福...
拥有着你我的回忆...
我爱你...^^

我们...
在一起快满一星期了吧？
虽然一星期对别人来说很短...
但是在这一星期我们拥有了共同回忆...
起初我队只有玩玩的心态...
但是...
慢慢的...
我的心被她占有了...
是他感动了我吗？？？
感觉上真的不能没有他...
因为爱他...
虽然他每次说的东西我都装傻不懂...
是因为我不想让太多人知道...
是因为我的占有欲吧？？？
"i won let u down...cz i ♥ u..."
这句话虽然不知道你是不是对我说...
但是...
我也会对你说...
"i ♥ u...dn change ur mind to ♥ me~"
很多次我们都有不开心的回忆...
但是我们都原谅彼此...
因为喜欢...
我们还会继续下去的爱...
虽然我懂...
爱情没有永远...
只要我们现在还拥有那就好了...
believe me...

今天学校考试..
由于太无聊想起昨天他拿刀割自己手...
突然就被我看到compass...
就拿起来割手...
弄个"tattoo"出来...
虽然很痛...
但是我坚持割下去...
结果越割越多...
结果被朋友说变态！T.T
谁叫他昨天作的！！！
那么我也要玩~！
i dn care!
不过还蛮好玩的...
现在还想去拿来tattoo~

不懂从几时开始在意你...
你的感受...
我都很在意...
认识你后我的世界变可爱了...
得到后我的世界不一样了...
天天都在念着你...
等待着你的信息...
在我的信箱里...
充满了你的信息...
直到满了...
我的脑袋充满你...
当你不开心时我只想画些东西逗你开心...
因为你的心情低落我也会没心情...
直到那天...
我终于了解...
其实...
我真的很喜欢你...
因为...
你是第一个让我做出不从做过的可爱东西...
所以...
请相信我...好吗？？？
"知道的轻闭上你的嘴...不知道的请勿乱猜不过我也不会告诉你...XD"