- miи -の【未╬来】

be4 dat i hav webcam wit him 2 times~
s0 funny...
i jz sddnly saw him gt webcam den i wan ply
bt he dwn~
cz he say he nt yt bath n wat bla bla bla larh~=3=
i jz non stop say wan...
finally he os0 ply wit me~
bt he os0 lose his DOTA~xDD
i have take sum funny photo at the webcam~
bt n0n feeling to him os0 d~=3=
he face nt bad larh~
bt he non stop to making his hair~
zZz~
if can better use water pour to his hair~xDD
whn webcam wit him i feel inferior...
cz i'm ugly~T___T
bt os0 cnt change larh~
hu call me ugly~
haizZ~
n i os0 dun like to make up os0~
10yrs din make up a time arh~= =
k larh~
here i hav share sum photo to every 0ne~^^v

2day is me n him 3 month anniversary~
ordy 3 month...
i thnk jz a while ny...
dis relation can say it longest 4 me...
bt it nt longest 4 him~
he is nw all of mine...
my puppy hav giv ppl...
nw jz gt him i cnt lost~
i love him more than i thnk...
bt hw bout him?
i truely dun0~
bt i trust him...
bt os0 nt at all larh~xDD
cz ppl owaz say trust more hurt more~
from nw on...
i wun force myself to do sumthg i'm sked n anymore...
cz i wan chnge...
at last i wan to say
-----DeaR , I ♥LOVE♥ U-----
hw bout u?
n congratulations us 3 month anniversary~

今天陪了我两年的宝贝狗...
离开我家了...
它被带去johor...
我哥说它是被带去配种...
但是还是伤心...
在我寂寞的时候陪伴着我...
在我伤心想要人陪的时候在我身边...
我失去了一个宝贝...
不想再失去别的...
下次我会拿你的种回来的！

你曾说过你会爱我永远...
你曾说过你不会对我压卷...
你也曾说过不会介意我的一切用尽心来爱我...
虽然这些都是你对我一时的承诺...
我相信你...
因为我爱你...
但是你对我的承诺减少了...
你只能付出一半的心...
一半的语言...
我的存在感觉上对你来说根本不是什么...
甜言蜜语不能形容...
因为我只想要你知道我的心...
也让我知道你的心好吗？
不要再伤害我并且了解下我好吗？
我需要你的安慰...
不要离开我当我的守护神...
你让我爱上你...
但请不要让我为了你受伤...
不想失去你...那你会不想失去我么？
我只能告诉你...
.............:::♥我爱你♥:::................

2day at skul near wanna fnsh skul like dat gt ppl cal me g0 bilik kaunseling~= =
i thnk wat happen to me~
cz i sked the teacher talk s0 much to me~
bored to hear~
den i jz thnk dwn g0 d...
gt a fren call me g0 n say g0 larh~
ltr c gt wat thg marh...if nt y suddenly call u g0 d~
den i g0 lorh~
i ask my fren g0 thr 4 wat~
thy say g0 thr nt 4 teacher tunjuk ajar d larh~
jz g0 thr take YAYASAN PAHANG d thg...
i ask wat thg?thy say take money 4 single family~
RM500!!!
wah~i ordy gt write many be4 me in standard 1 till form 1
nw finally i can get it~xDD
bt gt many peraturan wan to comply with~bt it pay 4 RM500 for a year~ better den n0~xDD
zZz~
bt nt lucky is my br0~
toto 1st prize - 2281 2nd prize - 2287
my br0 gt buy...
bt is an0thr word~
buahaha...

haizZ...
jz feel dat he nw like owaz argue-ing wit me...
like trule all my fault...
sumtimes truely s0 angry of it...
becz of jz a little thg happen ny...
nw we argue is becz of a ppl 0n my fb...
jz ask sumthg say wan kao me ordy he s0 angry...
he call me remove him from fren...
kay~i ordy remove...
den he still dun lik n angry...
i dun0 wat he wan...
impossible he wan me to close my fb rite?!
if lik dat i os0 wun do it...
cz fb still gt many of my fren...
nw he din sms me...
i dun0 he wan hw~
i wan to be the 1st to sms him?
haizZ~
a word to me >>SAD<<...T___T :'(